Are things harder here than they should be and is there a reason for it?
Is this where God wants me: is it time to search His heart for that answer?
What am I really doing here?
Another year here and what do I have to show for it; and if showing is the order of the day, then what do I have to show for my time spent here?
As all the above, all of those questions arise, I feel a peace inside. My trust is in the Lord. He will lead me to the right pastures.
Is this what a surrendered heart feels like? It feels very peaceful and I like it.